Tuesday, September 21, 2010
I Love You.
Since I’ve had you, I haven’t wanted anything else in this world. You are so patient and understanding, your existence is what makes my life so much easier. You’re the reason behind my happiness. You are the reason I wake up with a smile on my face. You remind me that everything’s going to be okay and that things will get better. You’re a very strong person and I know you’re going to go far in life. I believe in you more than I believe in myself. You’re one of the most caring and compassionate people I have ever met. You have such a big heart and I know you’d do anything in your power to ensure my happiness. Each day, you win me over, more and more. You’ve had my heart since the moment I began talking to you. Something about you just isn’t like anyone else. You’re different, but I love that. I realize we have our ups and downs, but that’s okay. We always manage to work everything out and end up right back where we need to be; with each other. You are a dream come true, it’s unreal. I am so lucky to have you in my life and to be such a large part of yours. I am in love with you, and that’s not going to change. You are the keeper of my heart. I love you, more than anything.
Monday, September 20, 2010
My Secrets.
1. What's in your wallet?
$1, my permit, and a TJ Max giftcard.
2. What's under your bed?
A mirror, some clothes, and my cat.
3. What's on that way top shelf or in the very far back of your closet?
Erm. I only have one self in my closet.
It has a bunch of boxes on it.
One is full of old notes, one's an 8th grade memory box, ect.
4. What's in your underware drawer?
Underware....
I mean, what the hell kind of question is that?
5. What's in the trunk of your car?
I don't have my own car yet. |:
6. What's in your desk or locker?
Locker: books, a jacket, and a purse.
Pencils and magnets. :b
7. Do you have a super-secret hiding place, where is it?
If I told you, it wouldn't be a super-secret hiding place, duhhh.
8. Do you feel guilty about something right now, if yes what?
No.
9. What is the most embarassing thing in your room right now?
My little brother. ;D
Hahaha, just kidding.
There isn't anything embarassing in there.
10. Have you done something recently you hope no one finds out about?
No, I haven't.
11. What is your last thought before you fall asleep?
Jacob Ryan Emerick. ❤
12. How long have those leftovers been in the fridge?
Three(ish) days?
13. If I confiscated your computer and took a look around....what would I find?
A lot of music, pictures, and a few videos.
14. Do you sleep with anything?
A blanky and a teddy.
15. What is your midnight snack weakness?
Whatever is availible.
16. Have you ever you shop lifted?
No, that's just stupid.
17. Have you ever vandalized anything?
Quite possibly. ;b
18. Have you told the truth in this survey?
Sure have.
I'll continue telling the truth by saying this survey was pretty lame, no offense.
$1, my permit, and a TJ Max giftcard.
2. What's under your bed?
A mirror, some clothes, and my cat.
3. What's on that way top shelf or in the very far back of your closet?
Erm. I only have one self in my closet.
It has a bunch of boxes on it.
One is full of old notes, one's an 8th grade memory box, ect.
4. What's in your underware drawer?
Underware....
I mean, what the hell kind of question is that?
5. What's in the trunk of your car?
I don't have my own car yet. |:
6. What's in your desk or locker?
Locker: books, a jacket, and a purse.
Pencils and magnets. :b
7. Do you have a super-secret hiding place, where is it?
If I told you, it wouldn't be a super-secret hiding place, duhhh.
8. Do you feel guilty about something right now, if yes what?
No.
9. What is the most embarassing thing in your room right now?
My little brother. ;D
Hahaha, just kidding.
There isn't anything embarassing in there.
10. Have you done something recently you hope no one finds out about?
No, I haven't.
11. What is your last thought before you fall asleep?
Jacob Ryan Emerick. ❤
12. How long have those leftovers been in the fridge?
Three(ish) days?
13. If I confiscated your computer and took a look around....what would I find?
A lot of music, pictures, and a few videos.
14. Do you sleep with anything?
A blanky and a teddy.
15. What is your midnight snack weakness?
Whatever is availible.
16. Have you ever you shop lifted?
No, that's just stupid.
17. Have you ever vandalized anything?
Quite possibly. ;b
18. Have you told the truth in this survey?
Sure have.
I'll continue telling the truth by saying this survey was pretty lame, no offense.
Sunday, September 19, 2010
You Are.
You are the boy of my dreams,
my angel without wings,
the song that I sing,
my everything.
You're all that I want,
you're all that I need,
you're all I deserve,
my everything.
Your kisses are amazing,
your hugs are the best,
if you asked if I loved you,
the answer would be "Yes."
You're the beat of my heart,
the sun shining down,
even when you aren't with me,
you're still all around.
Saturday, September 18, 2010
15 Things I Forgot To Tell You.
1. I want you to be happy.
2. I want you to be comfortable with and around me.
3. I want you to be honest with me, no matter what. Tell me everything that bugs you, even if it's me.
4. My parents will love you, just as I do.
5. If anything goes wrong with us, promise we'll always be friends. I don't want it to be awkward.
6. If I start rambling, talking, or complaining too much, please, tell me.
7. I've never been as happy with anyone else as I am with.
8. You're the first guy that I ever had feelings this strong for.
9. I rejected tons of invites to go see that movie, because I wanted to watch it with you.
10. I should be doing my homework right now, not writing this not for you.
11. I want you to do what you want to do, not for me, for yourself.
12. I get jealous when other girls call you cute.
13. If I'm angry, don't worry, I'll tell you.
14. I like PDA, but it's sexier when no one's watching us.
15. I'm scared to hell right now, because I'm completely in love with you.
2. I want you to be comfortable with and around me.
3. I want you to be honest with me, no matter what. Tell me everything that bugs you, even if it's me.
4. My parents will love you, just as I do.
5. If anything goes wrong with us, promise we'll always be friends. I don't want it to be awkward.
6. If I start rambling, talking, or complaining too much, please, tell me.
7. I've never been as happy with anyone else as I am with.
8. You're the first guy that I ever had feelings this strong for.
9. I rejected tons of invites to go see that movie, because I wanted to watch it with you.
10. I should be doing my homework right now, not writing this not for you.
11. I want you to do what you want to do, not for me, for yourself.
12. I get jealous when other girls call you cute.
13. If I'm angry, don't worry, I'll tell you.
14. I like PDA, but it's sexier when no one's watching us.
15. I'm scared to hell right now, because I'm completely in love with you.
I know that I'm just sixteen...
but I don't think that I could ever possibly describe the way I really feel about you. I want to be by your side, forever. I realize that's a long time, but it isn't even close to being long enough for me. I want to lay down beside you, hear the steady beat of your heart, listen to your breathing while you're sound asleep, that sounds beyond perfect to me. You're so beautiful, even if you don't see it, I do. I see grace in everything you do, you're gorgeous. I never get tired of looking at you, it's simply not possible. Your beauty mesmerizes me. I love you, so much. I want to marry you, I want to share my whole life with you and for you to share yours with me. I want us to grow old together, and be the cute little couple sitting on their porching, rocking in their rocking chairs. I want you to be the one I fall asleep next to, every night. And in the morning, I'll be the luckiest girl alive, because I'll wake up with you beside me. You're the only person that I picture myself with in the future, because you're the only one I want to be with. You're the only thing that matters. You are so caring and loving and patient, that's exactly what I need. One day, I hope you wake-up and realize that I'm nothing without you, and that I'm standing here, with open arms, just waiting for you to come back, waiting for you to make things right again. I can promise you right now, that no other girl will ever love you as much as I do.
First Time.
The first time I talked to you, I knew you were something special. The first time I heard the sound of your beautiful voice, my heart was beating so fast, I could feel it jumping into my throat. The first time you told me you loved me, I knew that I loved you too and I didn't think anything would ever come between us. The first time I meant you, I couldn't even speak, because I was so nervous. But you thought that was cute. The first time you hugged me, my legs felt like jello, and I feared if you were to let go, I'd fall down. The first time you kissed me, I swear I could fly, time stopped and everything was perfect, and it's been that way every time after. When you asked me to be yours, I instantly said "Yes!" without any hesitation whatsoever. I felt like I finally had my missing puzzle piece and my life was complete. The first time you left, my whole world came crashing down. Everything was wrong and I thought I was going to vomit. I felt as though someone was punching me in the stomach, repeatedly, with no intention to stop. Come back, come back, save me from this horrid pain. Make everything okay again, stop me from going insane!
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Q's.
Last night, you felt?
Fine.
Who was the last person you texted?
Joshton.
Did you hold hands with someone of the opposite sex today?
No.
Did you get a good morning text this morning?
I always get one. [:
More attractive: Kisses out of nowhere, or when you know?
Both are great.
When is the next time you will hangout with someone?
Possibly tomorrow.
Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
Yeah. But I'm not getting anywhere with it. |:
Is there someone you'd like to hangout with and just talk with?
Mhm, there's a certain someone.
Do you hate the last person who called you?
No freaking way! It's actually the opposite of hate.
First person to speak to you in 2010?
Wesley, because he stayed the night with me on New Year's.
Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
My little brother. :D
Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?
I haven't today, but I did last night.
And I always mean it. <3
Do you hate when people call you when your sleeping?
Depends on who's calling.
If it's that certain someone, I love when they call and wake me up.
What woke you up this morning?
My mother.
What was the last drink you had?
Pepsi.
Did anything annoy you today?
Mhm.
Do you believe ex's can be friends?
Of course.
Do you remember who you liked on New Years? Who?
I didn't really like anyone.
Do you think things will change in the next few months?
Things are constantly changing, every day, so yes.
Were you single on your last birthday?
Actually, yeah.
I got dumped the day before my birthday.
Shitty, right? |:
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
I highly doubt it.
Do you regret letting someone walk out of your life?
I don't let people walk out.
And I don't regret anything.
So that would be a double no.
Do you care if people hate you?
I don't give a fuck!
Favorite memory of the week?
There have been so many.
How many texts are currently in your outbox?
Outbox: 0.
Sentbox: 36.
Do you find smoking unattractive?
Mhm.
Are you currently frustrated with a boy or girl?
Slightly.
When is the last time you actually hung out with your first friend on your top?
Last week, on Friday.
How much longer until you birthday?
A month and ten days(ish).
How's your relationship between yourself and your parents?
Not the greatest, but I'm working on making it better.
Would you date someone who lived in another state?
Already have.
And yeah, I'd do it all over again.
Love has no distance. <3
If you were kicked out of your current residence whom would you call?
Wesle or my grandmother up in Michigan.
Has anyone lied to you today?
NO!
When's the last time you wanted to physically hurt someone?
I'm not really sure.
I usually don't beat people up. ;b
Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
Forgive, yes.
Forget, never.
Do you think everyone deserves a 2nd chance?
Mmm, I think it depends.
Do you like liars?
Hell no. Who the fuck does?
Do you think money busy happiness?
Erm, what?
Has anyone told you they would never leave and left?
Yeah. All the time. <|3
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
There's a few people.
What are you currently hearing right now?
The television.
My mother talking.
The cat meowing.
What kind of mood are you in today?
Tired.
Could you go a month without cursing?
I can barely go a minute without cursing.
Would you ever get a tattoo?
Probably not.
Is there something you want to say to someone but can't?
If I have something to say, I say it.
Fine.
Who was the last person you texted?
Joshton.
Did you hold hands with someone of the opposite sex today?
No.
Did you get a good morning text this morning?
I always get one. [:
More attractive: Kisses out of nowhere, or when you know?
Both are great.
When is the next time you will hangout with someone?
Possibly tomorrow.
Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
Yeah. But I'm not getting anywhere with it. |:
Is there someone you'd like to hangout with and just talk with?
Mhm, there's a certain someone.
Do you hate the last person who called you?
No freaking way! It's actually the opposite of hate.
First person to speak to you in 2010?
Wesley, because he stayed the night with me on New Year's.
Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
My little brother. :D
Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?
I haven't today, but I did last night.
And I always mean it. <3
Do you hate when people call you when your sleeping?
Depends on who's calling.
If it's that certain someone, I love when they call and wake me up.
What woke you up this morning?
My mother.
What was the last drink you had?
Pepsi.
Did anything annoy you today?
Mhm.
Do you believe ex's can be friends?
Of course.
Do you remember who you liked on New Years? Who?
I didn't really like anyone.
Do you think things will change in the next few months?
Things are constantly changing, every day, so yes.
Were you single on your last birthday?
Actually, yeah.
I got dumped the day before my birthday.
Shitty, right? |:
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
I highly doubt it.
Do you regret letting someone walk out of your life?
I don't let people walk out.
And I don't regret anything.
So that would be a double no.
Do you care if people hate you?
I don't give a fuck!
Favorite memory of the week?
There have been so many.
How many texts are currently in your outbox?
Outbox: 0.
Sentbox: 36.
Do you find smoking unattractive?
Mhm.
Are you currently frustrated with a boy or girl?
Slightly.
When is the last time you actually hung out with your first friend on your top?
Last week, on Friday.
How much longer until you birthday?
A month and ten days(ish).
How's your relationship between yourself and your parents?
Not the greatest, but I'm working on making it better.
Would you date someone who lived in another state?
Already have.
And yeah, I'd do it all over again.
Love has no distance. <3
If you were kicked out of your current residence whom would you call?
Wesle or my grandmother up in Michigan.
Has anyone lied to you today?
NO!
When's the last time you wanted to physically hurt someone?
I'm not really sure.
I usually don't beat people up. ;b
Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
Forgive, yes.
Forget, never.
Do you think everyone deserves a 2nd chance?
Mmm, I think it depends.
Do you like liars?
Hell no. Who the fuck does?
Do you think money busy happiness?
Erm, what?
Has anyone told you they would never leave and left?
Yeah. All the time. <|3
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
There's a few people.
What are you currently hearing right now?
The television.
My mother talking.
The cat meowing.
What kind of mood are you in today?
Tired.
Could you go a month without cursing?
I can barely go a minute without cursing.
Would you ever get a tattoo?
Probably not.
Is there something you want to say to someone but can't?
If I have something to say, I say it.
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Yours.
I want to be the smile, the first thought, the long drive, the short walk, the last voice, the random call, the perfect kiss, the comforting hug, the other half, the sparkle in your eye...all that you need & everything you want.
I want to be yours.
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Perfect Two.
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly.
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly.
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate.
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date.
You can be the hero and I can be your side kick.
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split.
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'.
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'.
Lay It On Me
Answer/Tell Me Honestly:
1. Who are you?
2. How did we meet?
3. Give me a nickname & explain why you've chosen it.
(or if you've already given me one, put what it is & how I got it)
4. Describe me in one word.
5. What was your first impression of me?
6. Do you still feel the same way about me?
7. Could you ever love me?
8. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
9. What song reminds you of me?
10. If you could take me anywhere in the entire world, where would you take me?
11. Have you ever wanted to tell me something, but couldn't?
12. What do you hate about me?
13. What do you love about me?
14. Will you post this on your blog to see what people have to say about you?
15. Anything you have to say to me before you go?
1. Who are you?
2. How did we meet?
3. Give me a nickname & explain why you've chosen it.
(or if you've already given me one, put what it is & how I got it)
4. Describe me in one word.
5. What was your first impression of me?
6. Do you still feel the same way about me?
7. Could you ever love me?
8. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
9. What song reminds you of me?
10. If you could take me anywhere in the entire world, where would you take me?
11. Have you ever wanted to tell me something, but couldn't?
12. What do you hate about me?
13. What do you love about me?
14. Will you post this on your blog to see what people have to say about you?
15. Anything you have to say to me before you go?
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Saturday, September 4, 2010
I Think...
I think that deep down in your heart, you think we should be together.
I think that no matter what, you'll always love me, even if you won't admit it.
I think the thought of losing me scares you just as badly as losing you scares me.
I think that you miss me when I'm gone, even if you try to hide it.
I think I'm always going to have a spot in your heart, even if you don't want me to.
I think no matter what, I'll always be on your mind, because you're always on mine.
I think that no matter how hard you try, you could never hate or even dislike me, because you love me.
I think that you want to let yourself be with me, but you're scared, because you know it's going to be hard.
I think you regret leaving, and you want to come back.
I think you know in the deepest depth of your heart that no one will ever love you like I do.
I think that no matter what, you'll always love me, even if you won't admit it.
I think the thought of losing me scares you just as badly as losing you scares me.
I think that you miss me when I'm gone, even if you try to hide it.
I think I'm always going to have a spot in your heart, even if you don't want me to.
I think no matter what, I'll always be on your mind, because you're always on mine.
I think that no matter how hard you try, you could never hate or even dislike me, because you love me.
I think that you want to let yourself be with me, but you're scared, because you know it's going to be hard.
I think you regret leaving, and you want to come back.
I think you know in the deepest depth of your heart that no one will ever love you like I do.
You're One Who Simply Cannot Be Replaced.
When I'm with you, I never want to leave.
I miss you before we even part.
Not only do you carry my happiness,
but you also carry my heart.
Your eyes shine brighter than the stars,
and your smile could light up this whole world.
All I want is for us to be together,
all I want is to be your girl.
The days I've spent with you
and the late nights on the phone,
they're all so memeorable,
you're the reason I'm not alone.
Hearing someone say your voice,
makes me smile every time,
the only way I'd be happier is if you were still mine.
Eh, just another poem.
Not one of my bests. |:
Sorry.
I miss you before we even part.
Not only do you carry my happiness,
but you also carry my heart.
Your eyes shine brighter than the stars,
and your smile could light up this whole world.
All I want is for us to be together,
all I want is to be your girl.
The days I've spent with you
and the late nights on the phone,
they're all so memeorable,
you're the reason I'm not alone.
Hearing someone say your voice,
makes me smile every time,
the only way I'd be happier is if you were still mine.
Eh, just another poem.
Not one of my bests. |:
Sorry.
Let's Be Us Again.
Look at me, I'm way past pride.
Isn't there some way that we can try
to be us again?
Even if it takes a while,
I'll wait right here until I see that smile,
that says we're us again.
Here I stand, with everything to lose.
All I know is I dont wanna ever see the end.
Baby, please, I'm reaching out for you,
won't you open up your heart and let me come back in?
Let's be us again.
Isn't there some way that we can try
to be us again?
Even if it takes a while,
I'll wait right here until I see that smile,
that says we're us again.
Here I stand, with everything to lose.
All I know is I dont wanna ever see the end.
Baby, please, I'm reaching out for you,
won't you open up your heart and let me come back in?
Let's be us again.
You Haven't The Faintest Idea.
When you ask me how I am,
and I respond with the word "fine",
you have no idea what I'm really saying.
I'm
Fucked up
Insecure
Neurotic
Emotional
Yeah, I'm just fine.
and I respond with the word "fine",
you have no idea what I'm really saying.
I'm
Fucked up
Insecure
Neurotic
Emotional
Yeah, I'm just fine.
Fail.
So I'm trying to figure out how to follow Samantha and Taylor on here,
and I end up following my fucking self.
Seriously, what the hell?!
FML.
and I end up following my fucking self.
Seriously, what the hell?!
FML.
Friday, September 3, 2010
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