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Day 5 -

Sing and dance to Hilary Duff, using a hairbrush as a microphone.

“Panties sound like a great Idea, I could wear them under my manly clothes and no one will know” 

Day 4 -

The best thing to happen to me this week?
I really don't know, there hasn't been anything exciting, as usual.

Day 3 -

1. When their butt hangs out of their pants.
2. When they act all "cool" in front of their friends.
3. When they think they're "better" than females.
4. When they talk like they're black.
5. When they chew with their mouth open/talk with food in their mouth.

My Life Sucks.

I cannot stand not having a phone.

I hate it, more than anything.

Not being able to talk to my boyfriend.

Not hearing him say "I love you," daily, it tears me apart.

Not being able to wake up to cute text messages.

Not being able to send long rants about how important he is to me.

__________________

FML.

This Made My Day.

Day 2 -

I don't think I have ever been compared to anyone famous.

That's So Racist.

Reblog.

A Few Tips For Safe Sex.

Because of You.

My night has become a sunny dawn because of you. <3

Day 1 -

Jacob Ryan Emerick
I don't just like this boy; I am completely in love with him. However, I cannot explain as to why in just a mere paragraph, that would never even be close to enough. I'm going to do the best I can though, so here goes. Every aspect of his being leaves me astonished. There isn’t a single thing I dislike about this child.  I love his weirdness, and the creeper type thing he’s got goin’ on. I love how his laugh is contagious, like a fatal disease and causes me to laugh too. I love his big, beautiful eyes, which always hold laughter and the promise that things will be okay. I love his long dark eyelashes, which are the prettiest ones I’ve ever seen on a boy. I love the way he talks, it puts me at ease. I love the way he snores, loud enough to wake me up. I know it’s cliché, but he is my everything. He’s there when no one else is. He makes me smile when no one else can. He picks me up before I even fall. I know I can count on him with anything and everything. He’s seen me at my worst, and he’s the reason I’m at my best. If it weren’t for him, I wouldn’t be anywhere near this happy. He gives me something to believe in and something to look forward to. Being in his arms, it makes me feel invincible. I swear, that’s the place I feel safest. I love how we talk about the most ridiculous things and I never get bored with him. I love how I think I know everything about him, yet each new day I discover more and more reasons to love him. This boy, he knows me better than I know myself sometimes. I love the way he smiles. I love how he plays with my feet and makes fart noises on my tummy. I love how he goes out of his way just to make sure I have a good day. I love how he always seems eager to talk to me. I love how he licks my feet and picks me up. His kisses take my breath away, and when he hugs me, I never want him to let go. I love how he makes me feel indescribable. I love the butterflies that flutter around in my tummy, just by being in the same room as him. I love how my heart starts to race the moment I realize he’s calling me. Most of all, I love the way he loves me. <3

It's Like This

You have to have the nicest clothes and the cutest purse, or say the newest thing, so it catches on. You have to be athletic and have parents who know someone who knows someone. You have to be skinny and have perfect skin. You have to buy this, wear this, say that, be on his side, be on her side, be neautral, your hair can't be frizzy, and you can't wear that because it just doesn't "work" anymore, that outfit was so "last year." You have to go to parties, be friends with everyone, trust no one, pose like this, smile like that, tilt your head this way, put your hand on your hip, because that's just how it is.
Well, let me just say, fuck all of that.

30 Day Challenge.

I've Learned

That you can't help who you fall for, it isn't a choice, it's something much stronger than that. And no matter how hard you try and how much it hurts you, everyday you just want to be with them or just to talk to them and you can never stop trying to make them happy, because that's what keeps you going.

All You Need Is LOVE.

:]

Our Love.

See this tree?
It grows and gets stronger,

just like our love ♥

I love you.

I Love You.

Since I’ve had you, I haven’t wanted anything else in this world. You are so patient and understanding, your existence is what makes my life so much easier. You’re the reason behind my happiness. You are the reason I wake up with a smile on my face. You remind me that everything’s going to be okay and that things will get better. You’re a very strong person and I know you’re going to go far in life. I believe in you more than I believe in myself. You’re one of the most caring and compassionate people I have ever met. You have such a big heart and I know you’d do anything in your power to ensure my happiness. Each day, you win me over, more and more. You’ve had my heart since the moment I began talking to you. Something about you just isn’t like anyone else. You’re different, but I love that. I realize we have our ups and downs, but that’s okay. We always manage to work everything out and end up right back where we need to be; with each other. You are a dream come true, it’s unreal. I am so lucky to have you in my life and to be such a large part of yours. I am in love with you, and that’s not going to change. You are the keeper of my heart. I love you, more than anything.

With You.

My Secrets.

1. What's in your wallet?
$1, my permit, and a TJ Max giftcard.



2. What's under your bed?
A mirror, some clothes, and my cat.



3. What's on that way top shelf or in the very far back of your closet?
Erm. I only have one self in my closet.
It has a bunch of boxes on it.
One is full of old notes, one's an 8th grade memory box, ect.



4. What's in your underware drawer?
Underware....
I mean, what the hell kind of question is that?



5. What's in the trunk of your car?
I don't have my own car yet. |:


6. What's in your desk or locker?
Locker: books, a jacket, and a purse.
Pencils and magnets. :b


7. Do you have a super-secret hiding place, where is it?
If I told you, it wouldn't be a super-secret hiding place, duhhh.


8. Do you feel guilty about something right now, if yes what?
No.


9. What is the most embarassing thing in your room right now?
My little brother. ;D
Hahaha, just kidding.
There isn't anything embarassing in there.


10. Have you done something recently you hope no one finds out about?
No, I haven't.


11. What is your last thought before you fall asleep?
Jacob Ryan Emerick. ❤


12. How long have those leftovers been in the fridge?
Three(ish) days?


13. If I confiscated your computer and took a look around....what would I find?
A lot of music, pictures, and a few videos.


14. Do you sleep with anything?
A blanky and a teddy.


15. What is your midnight snack weakness?
Whatever is availible.


16. Have you ever you shop lifted?
No, that's just stupid.


17. Have you ever vandalized anything?
Quite possibly. ;b


18. Have you told the truth in this survey?
Sure have.
I'll continue telling the truth by saying this survey was pretty lame, no offense.

Go.

You Are.

You are the boy of my dreams,

my angel without wings,

the song that I sing,

my everything.

You're all that I want,

you're all that I need,

you're all I deserve,

my everything.

Your kisses are amazing,

your hugs are the best,

if you asked if I loved you,

the answer would be "Yes."

You're the beat of my heart,

the sun shining down,

even when you aren't with me,

you're still all around.

More.

Keep me wanting more.

15 Things I Forgot To Tell You.

1. I want you to be happy.
2. I want you to be comfortable with and around me.
3. I want you to be honest with me, no matter what. Tell me everything that bugs you, even if it's me.
4. My parents will love you, just as I do.
5. If anything goes wrong with us, promise we'll always be friends. I don't want it to be awkward.
6. If I start rambling, talking, or complaining too much, please, tell me.
7. I've never been as happy with anyone else as I am with.
8. You're the first guy that I ever had feelings this strong for.
9. I rejected tons of invites to go see that movie, because I wanted to watch it with you.
10. I should be doing my homework right now, not writing this not for you.
11. I want you to do what you want to do, not for me, for yourself.
12. I get jealous when other girls call you cute.
13. If I'm angry, don't worry, I'll tell you.
14. I like PDA, but it's sexier when no one's watching us.
15. I'm scared to hell right now, because I'm completely in love with you.

Cutest Thing Ever.

No Matter What.

I'll Be The Moon.

Wish.

I know that I'm just sixteen...

but I don't think that I could ever possibly describe the way I really feel about you. I want to be by your side, forever. I realize that's a long time, but it isn't even close to being long enough for me. I want to lay down beside you, hear the steady beat of your heart, listen to your breathing while you're sound asleep, that sounds beyond perfect to me. You're so beautiful, even if you don't see it, I do. I see grace in everything you do, you're gorgeous. I never get tired of looking at you, it's simply not possible. Your beauty mesmerizes me. I love you, so much. I want to marry you, I want to share my whole life with you and for you to share yours with me. I want us to grow old together, and be the cute little couple sitting on their porching, rocking in their rocking chairs. I want you to be the one I fall asleep next to, every night. And in the morning, I'll be the luckiest girl alive, because I'll wake up with you beside me. You're the only person that I picture myself with in the future, because you're the only one I want to be with. You're the only thing that matters. You are so caring and loving and patient, that's exactly what I need. One day, I hope you wake-up and realize that I'm nothing without you, and that I'm standing here, with open arms, just waiting for you to come back, waiting for you to make things right again.

I can promise you right now, that no other girl will ever love you as much as I do.

Always.

Show Me.

First Time.

The first time I talked to you, I knew you were something special. The first time I heard the sound of your beautiful voice, my heart was beating so fast, I could feel it jumping into my throat. The first time you told me you loved me, I knew that I loved you too and I didn't think anything would ever come between us. The first time I meant you, I couldn't even speak, because I was so nervous. But you thought that was cute. The first time you hugged me, my legs felt like jello, and I feared if you were to let go, I'd fall down. The first time you kissed me, I swear I could fly, time stopped and everything was perfect, and it's been that way every time after. When you asked me to be yours, I instantly said "Yes!" without any hesitation whatsoever. I felt like I finally had my missing puzzle piece and my life was complete. The first time you left, my whole world came crashing down. Everything was wrong and I thought I was going to vomit. I felt as though someone was punching me in the stomach, repeatedly, with no intention to stop. Come back, come back, save me from this horrid pain. Make everything okay again, stop me from going insane!

Q's.

Last night, you felt?
Fine.


Who was the last person you texted?
Joshton.

Did you hold hands with someone of the opposite sex today?
No.


Did you get a good morning text this morning?
I always get one. [:


More attractive: Kisses out of nowhere, or when you know?
Both are great.


When is the next time you will hangout with someone?
Possibly tomorrow.


Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
Yeah. But I'm not getting anywhere with it. |:


Is there someone you'd like to hangout with and just talk with?
Mhm, there's a certain someone.


Do you hate the last person who called you?
No freaking way! It's actually the opposite of hate.

First person to speak to you in 2010?
Wesley, because he stayed the night with me on New Year's.


Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
My little brother. :D


Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?
I haven't today, but I did last night.
And I always mean it. <3


Do you hate when people call you when your sleeping?
Depends on who's calling.
If it's that certain someone, I love when they call and wake me up.


What woke you up this morning?
My mother.



What was the last drink you had?
Pepsi.


Did anything annoy you today?
Mhm.


Do you believe ex's can be friends?
Of course.



Do you remember who you liked on New Years? Who?
I didn't really like anyone.



Do you think things will change in the next few months?
Things are constantly changing, every day, so yes.



Were you single on your last birthday?
Actually, yeah.
I got dumped the day before my birthday.
Shitty, right? |:


Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
I highly doubt it.


Do you regret letting someone walk out of your life?
I don't let people walk out.
And I don't regret anything.
So that would be a double no.



Do you care if people hate you?
I don't give a fuck!



Favorite memory of the week?
There have been so many.



How many texts are currently in your outbox?
Outbox: 0.
Sentbox: 36.




Do you find smoking unattractive?
Mhm.


Are you currently frustrated with a boy or girl?
Slightly.



When is the last time you actually hung out with your first friend on your top?
Last week, on Friday.



How much longer until you birthday?
A month and ten days(ish).



How's your relationship between yourself and your parents?
Not the greatest, but I'm working on making it better.



Would you date someone who lived in another state?
Already have.
And yeah, I'd do it all over again.
Love has no distance. <3


If you were kicked out of your current residence whom would you call?
Wesle or my grandmother up in Michigan.



Has anyone lied to you today?
NO!



When's the last time you wanted to physically hurt someone?
I'm not really sure.
I usually don't beat people up. ;b



Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
Forgive, yes.
Forget, never.



Do you think everyone deserves a 2nd chance?
Mmm, I think it depends.



Do you like liars?
Hell no. Who the fuck does?



Do you think money busy happiness?
Erm, what?



Has anyone told you they would never leave and left?
Yeah. All the time. <|3



Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
There's a few people.



What are you currently hearing right now?
The television.
My mother talking.
The cat meowing.



What kind of mood are you in today?
Tired.



Could you go a month without cursing?
I can barely go a minute without cursing.



Would you ever get a tattoo?
Probably not.


Is there something you want to say to someone but can't?
If I have something to say, I say it.

Yours.

I want to be the smile, the first thought, the long drive, the short walk, the last voice, the random call, the perfect kiss, the comforting hug, the other half, the sparkle in your eye...all that you need & everything you want.

I want to be yours.

No More Porn.

Becoming a mom means one thing:
NO MORE PORN.

;D

I Like.

Prepare To Giggle and Wiggle!

Feel Free To Come Back, I'm Waiting.

Perfect Two.

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly.

You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly.

You can be the captain and I can be your first mate.

You can be the chills that I feel on our first date.

You can be the hero and I can be your side kick.

You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split.

You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'.

Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'.

Lay It On Me

Answer/Tell Me Honestly:

1. Who are you?

2. How did we meet?

3. Give me a nickname & explain why you've chosen it.
(or if you've already given me one, put what it is & how I got it)

4. Describe me in one word.

5. What was your first impression of me?

6. Do you still feel the same way about me?

7. Could you ever love me?

8. If you could give me anything, what would it be?

9. What song reminds you of me?

10. If you could take me anywhere in the entire world, where would you take me?

11. Have you ever wanted to tell me something, but couldn't?

12. What do you hate about me?

13. What do you love about me?

14. Will you post this on your blog to see what people have to say about you?

15. Anything you have to say to me before you  go?

You've always been enough for me.

Was I ever enough for you?

Honey,

I

 can

promise

you

right

now,

that

no

other

girl

on

this

earth

will

ever

love

you

the

way

I

did.