Read It And Weap

I've got to spill my fucking guts somewhere,
it might as well be here.

If I Die Young

If I die young, bury me in satin, lay me down on a bed of roses, sink me in the river at dawn, send me away with the words of a love song. ♥

Tuesday, September 7, 2010


There's nothing in this world powerful enough to keep me away from you.

We could be so perfect together, if only you'd let us be.

Babydoll, don't cry.
Just say "Fuck you!" and smile.

PENIS!


:O

Sometimes,
I wonder what would happen
if everyone in the world jumped
at the same time.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

I'm A Little Drunk and I Need You Now.



If only you'd let it be that simple.
I Love You!!

(you know exactly who you are).

I Comand You To Laugh!

You're The Reason.



You're the reson behind the butterflies in my tummy,
and the smile on my face. ♥

I Think...

I think that deep down in your heart, you think we should be together.
I think that no matter what, you'll always love me, even if you won't admit it.
I think the thought of losing me scares you just as badly as losing you scares me.
I think that you miss me when I'm gone, even if you try to hide it.
I think I'm always going to have a spot in your heart, even if you don't want me to.
I think no matter what, I'll always be on your mind, because you're always on mine.
I think that no matter how hard you try, you could never hate or even dislike me, because you love me.
I think that you want to let yourself be with me, but you're scared, because you know it's going to be hard.
I think you regret leaving, and you want to come back.
I think you know in the deepest depth of your heart that no one will ever love you like I do.

I ❤ You.


Laugh Your Ass Off!

Life.


Because if it was, we'd still be together.
And I'd be happy.

You're One Who Simply Cannot Be Replaced.

When I'm with you, I never want to leave.
I miss you before we even part.
Not only do you carry my happiness,
but you also carry my heart.
Your eyes shine brighter than the stars,
and your smile could light up this whole world.
All I want is for us to be together,
all I want is to be your girl.
The days I've spent with you
and the late nights on the phone,
they're all so memeorable,
you're the reason I'm not alone.
Hearing someone say your voice,
makes me smile every time,
the only way I'd be happier is if you were still mine.



Eh, just another poem.
Not one of my bests. |:
Sorry.

Let's Be Us Again.

Look at me, I'm way past pride.

Isn't there some way that we can try
to be us again?
Even if it takes a while,
I'll wait right here until I see that smile,
that says we're us again.
Here I stand, with everything to lose.
All I know is I dont wanna ever see the end.
Baby, please, I'm reaching out for you,
won't you open up your heart and let me come back in?
Let's be us again.

You Haven't The Faintest Idea.

When you ask me how I am,
and I respond with the word "fine",
you have no idea what I'm really saying.

I'm
Fucked up
Insecure
Neurotic
E
motional

Yeah, I'm just fine.

I am completely in love with every aspect of your being.

Fail.

So I'm trying to figure out how to follow Samantha and Taylor on here,
and I end up following my fucking self.
Seriously, what the hell?!

FML.

Because baby, when it comes to you, giving up is never an option.

;D



I don't love you like I did yesterday,
I love you so much more.

This is so cute. :3




If only you'd let me,
I swear, I'd make today the best day of your life. ♥
11:11
I wish for you to come back, every time.


It's 4:03, and I can't sleep without you next to me, I toss and turn like the sea.
If I drown tonight, bring me back to life, breathe your breath in me,
the only thing that I still believe in is you.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

I'm
begining
to
accept
the
fact
that
I
am
going
to
live
and
die
alone.

Anon- "Brandi, you're too depressed, it's not as bad as you make it out to be."
You're right, it's a hell of a lot worse.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

If Only I Was Lucky

Everything's changed,
and now you're gone,
I can't picture myself with out you,
even though you've already moved on.

My eyes sting and I'm running out of breath,
I made you my everything, and have nothing left.
I'm standing here, now on my own,
in this world, cold and alone.

I've given you all that I possibly could,
If I could give more, you know that I would.
Making you happy was my only dream,
I love you still, as crazy as it seems.

I can't let go, I'm not ready to say "goodbye,"
part of me is hoping you'll give us one more try.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

I believe we write our own stories
and each time we think we know the end - we don't. Perhaps luck exists somewhere between the world of planning, the world of chance, and in peace which comes from knowing you just can't know it all. I've come to realize life's funny that way, once you let go of the wheel, you might just end up exactly where you belong.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

I Love You, With No End.

As the days pass by,
I begin to miss you more.
You are my one and only,
the one who I adore.

There's a sparkle in your eyes,
a softness in your touch.
I hate it when you're gone,
for I miss you so very much.

The way you kiss my lips
and gently stroke my cheek,
it makes me stomach do flips,
it makes my knees weak.

With you is where I belong,
I've found this much is true.
For I only feel like me,
when I am lying next to you.

You make me extremely happy,
you fill my life with joy.
You aren't just a person,
you are my baby boy. ♥